I always wish to speak

You can guess who's that. but don't simply guess.


Time flies.Eeryone knows.
I read your sms and I smiled.
I don't realize it until the someone noticed that and told me.
Somehow I know its impossible
But feelings can't be washed away in a blink of an eye
Not the bf-gf kind of feeling.
Just a normal fren liking feeling
You are not my beloved but a friend that listen
You are not my guy but you are a guy that reads my mind
It's hard to find someone who really truly understands us
You know almost everything about me.
I used to feel happy when i see you
I used to grudge when you leave
I used to miss you when I can't see you
You joke, You play
Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing
Sometimes I wished I had not done those
Sometimes I wonder whether it's right or wrong
Some people tell me its okay. Some people tell me its not good
Some people tell me they like the new me but some prefer the old one.
Sometimes I think I miss you. I doubt.

I just don't know what I want and what I need.



But somehow, all this will not last.

Different life, Different pathway.