I'm confused, I think, I really don't know.
Searching all these days, for where I should go.
Am I mad, am I sad?
Should I even feel glad ?
Whatever happened to the happiness I had?
I feel like something is missing in my life.
How can I go on, with all of this strife?
I really don't know, just how I should feel.
Am I dreaming or awake? I don't know what's real.
I try to tell people, but the words won't come out.
I feel so frustrated, I just wanna shout.
Life is great,
I wonder why not mine?
Friends are there, but lonliness strikes.
Somehow not everything, that they would understand.
For now, I think, I'm thinking of you.
2 comments:
Cheer up babe! :)
Sometimes in our lives, we can never ever say never. Cause as time passes, the way you think would be different and the goals you set might change. Not because that your belief, confidence, and mindset are not strong enough. It's because that there are a lot of other things that will come into play. Things that force you to change your thoughts and goals. After all, you are not living a life all on your own. You may not want to, but times and times again, we are left with no choices. Two roads diverged in a yellow wood and you can only choose a pathway. Once a road is chosen, hardly there will be turning back, you need to be strong, courageous, end the road with glory and be proud of the road that you have chosen.
For me, sometimes I view my life just like a type of wild rose that grows by creeping up the stone walls. In the event of a hot sun, the wild rose has to ensure it will not be dehydrated by the extreme heat. In the event of a heavy downpour, the wild rose has to endure the pain of raindrops hitting its petals and leaves. In the event of a strong wind, the wild rose has to cling very closely to the wall to stop itself from being uprooted. To live to see the rainbow, the little rose has to endure harsh weather conditions first. It has to stand strong everyday against all obstacles and challenges. In my life, I knew that I would be as strong as the wild rose. I would not be beaten easily by the storm. Regardless of rain, sun, wind or snow, I will be able to hold my heap up high and tough it through. But, when the little wild rose is feeling tired and depressed from having to brave the elements, it can always lean back on the old stone wall. God is my old stone wall. Your family and your friends could be your stone wall. If you have any problems, don’t put it all unto your ownself.
Afterall, what are friends meant to be. I could always see you laughing and smiling all the time when we’re together. We talk, we joke, and we laugh. But yet behind those smiles, I could never see your sorrow or sadness that are buried in you till I read your blog. And this makes me feel useless at times, making me a useless friend who could share only the good times but not with the bad times as well.
Cheer up Liew Siew Hui! =)
PS : Oh yea, i wrote the same comment for u as the one i wrote for lammy. somehow u both are in almost a similar situation. long winded words from me but i hope it could help. :)
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