It rained last night. It reminds me of you.

Ever had a pet before?
A pet that shares all your happiness & sadness.
Brings you joy.
I miss my dog. Lucky, that died 2 years ago.
I didn't know he would have given me so much of memories that even until today, I would cry out of no where when I think of him.

People say " When a pet is going to die, they will die at a place where their owner can't see, so that their owner won't feel sad " Is that true? I guess so.
I remember it was a rainy day. Raining heavily throughout the whole day.
As usual, lucky who likes to sneak out of the house to get some walking on his own around our neighbour hood, sneaked out that night.
Parents disallow me to go out to find Lucky when I realize that it wasn't coming back home as soon as he did.

I still remember, after the rain stopped, I went all over the neighbourhood to look for Lucky. No response. Sis told me he might got stolen by some other passerby.It was a day before my driving test.. 12th October 2008. I found his body around 12am that night.
I saw him from far, I thought.... I thought he was injured & he was unable to move. As I walk closer, I saw his flesh, He's lying dead on the grass field opposite my house. He got banged by a car? a motorbike? IDK. But i cursed the one who hit him will die in an accident as well. Cruel? I'm not.
It's either he got banged, the person moved him to the grass field or, Lucky got banged & he moved to the nearest grass field on his own, with his wound bleeding.
Seeing his flesh turned white, without any blood stain. Believed that he died under the heavy rain, Blood got washed away drip by drip without anyone's concern .
Lucky who shares all my happiness for the past 6 years , He's just like me, a pampered kid.
When I'm unhappy, he's always there for me. He will just sit quietly beside me. When I got scolded by parents, I usually find Lucky as my companion.
Now he's gone. For almost 2 years but I'm still missing him. I would do anything to bring him back to life. :(

I passed my driving test the following day with my swollen eyes. So? Lucky is not there to share my joy. He's gone. He love being in the car. He will be super duper happy, running here & there. But now, he never have a chance to.I don't like rainy days. It reminds me of the day that Lucky died.

Lucky is special in his own way. He is not those expansive dogs that needs extra care, he is not those dogs like poodles, not like golden retriever. He's just a mixture of a pincher & chihuahua. Some might think that he's ugly. What-so-ever. He's my dog. He's special for me, more than enough to be. I miss hugging him.