I used to be.

I am having homesick I guess. Maybe because my semester is approaching me bit by bit. Having results above average are not enough ! I want more . I need to score better marks so that I can have a better choice in choosing college. I hate maths. definitely this subject will drag down my TER. :( . Time is flying. Stress is approaching.

I thought I'll be missing my mum more compared to my dad. But eventually it turns out to be another way. I'm missing my dad super duper much. The previous time I went back to Ipoh. He surprised me by saying "come here, let me hug you". . Why am I feeling so warm after so many years? He never say that to me before.I've been going against things he did last time. A fact that couldn't be changed but all I gotta do is to accept it. I know he loves me & my siblings. Now I feel that.. I just feel like crying out loud without a reason. I miss you DAD.

I used to ask extra pocket money & claim back the money on whatever I buy. You always nag & sometimes scolded but in the end u'll still pay me back. Now I feel that if I'm about to ask extra money from you. I'm definitely not a good daughter. But unexpectedly after I came to KL, you often called and ask whether I've got enough money to use or not... something that you never did before also. I can't find any reasons for me to get mad with you anymore. I just miss you too much.


It takes time to observe and prove.
& now it's proven.
♥ you daddy.