I think =)

Life is always unpredictable
I don't ask for perfect life
Ups and downs
Happiness don't remain for all time
Sadness don't remain for long
Feelings don't remain for life as well
Feelings do come and go..
Not everyone is capable to manage their own feelings
Everyone see things differently.
Sometimes what we do is not acceptable by everyone
You thought it's okay,
But not for others
It's your life but not others.
Rem, You handle your own life. =)

& Sometimes You do fill up my mind =]

Crazy day out

Attended Nathan's weeding ( TGV projectionist ).
First Indian weeding ceremony I ever attended. =)
Makes me feel like actually Indians mengutamakan their weeding procedure more than any other race..



Although not everyone wear something that's very outstanding. But at least not like Leong, Tshirt, Jeans, slippers. I salute him ..


Went Lunch with suzzane, leong and mun yee

Went home and slept for 3 hours plus.

Went out at 9.30pm to Rum jungle

Attended Khai Soon's bday party.

& didn't know its a foam night party

Vincent & I

Old Kindergarten buddy & I

Before getting wet by those foam

other pictures were uploaded in facebook =)

Have not been sleeping whole night after clubbing.

At MCD now . Current time : 7.04am

waiting for the STUPID REGISTRATION FOR TIMETABLE.

I want to sleep

I m dozing off.

& I miss you.

the C.O.N.C.E.P.T

Quite an old picture of mine =)

A year ago I guess?

With my long-black-silky hair .

Some said my look changed compared to last time .

Nah, that's not important. =)

Most important is that I'm who I am now .

Time doesn't heal everything.

Time is not the best medicine.

But time solves most of the problems

And time proves everything






& Thinking of you, do make me smile too.



it's still how i felt. don't need agreement from others

No gap.No barrier.No boundaries.

Edited my blog a lil =)

Bored with the old design of my blog.

I'm pretty much enjoying my life now =]




& You made me Smile when I'm unhappy.




I wonder if that's for real?

IDK. I don't care. I don't bother.

As long as I'm happy now =]

Rainbow in my heart

& I thought of you today.

I guess.

OR,am I thinking too much?

I don't really know...

What's on my mind?



Do you understand what I'm posting? I don't .

S.h.o.u.t. .O.u.t

I'm confused, I think, I really don't know.

Searching all these days, for where I should go.

Am I mad, am I sad?

Should I even feel glad ?

Whatever happened to the happiness I had?

I feel like something is missing in my life.

How can I go on, with all of this strife?

I really don't know, just how I should feel.

Am I dreaming or awake? I don't know what's real.

I try to tell people, but the words won't come out.

I feel so frustrated, I just wanna shout.

Life is great,

I wonder why not mine?

Friends are there, but lonliness strikes.

Somehow not everything, that they would understand.

For now, I think, I'm thinking of you.

a.d.d.i.c.t.e.d

A day we did something out of my mind again.
Since we're so free today
& Study mode is not turned on.
Therefore we went back for movie A.G.A.I.N
Watched UP.
7/10 . Not as nice as I expected like what I heard from other's comment
But it's still a nice movie after all =)





My so called ''married'' partner & I =)



''Darling'' & I XD



sometimes things aren't as easy as you think.

My mind is out of my mind

Two weeks time.
& I'll be having my finals.
Got back My Accounts midterm today.
A Piece of Shit marks.

Currently my mind is out of my mind
Feelings are confused by my own
I don't know what I'm thinking
Sometimes I thought,
''Maybe I think too much?''
Sometimes I thought
''Maybe its real? just that I'm telling myself no?''

I know sometimes I'm the one who is confusing my own..
When it's real. I thought it isn't
When it isn't real. I thought it is.

Having mood swing is very normal for me.
But seldom show it to others.
End up having insomnia for times.
Sometimes when I'm unhappy ,
there's always a video that makes me smile =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cXXm696UbKY

Hope it makes you smile too

T.h.o.u.g.h.t.s

Love.Friends.Sad.Happy.Cry.Future.Regret.Time.Now.Lovers.Heal.Time.Wound.Depressed.Sick.Miss.

and
the
list
goes
on
.
.
.
.
.

c.o.l.o.u.r.s

Supposingly I should be staying in Kampar today, cuz' it's still Thursday
BuT. I went back Ipoh with mun yee for a movie =)
Went back after my class that ends at 2pm. and had lunch in Jusco.
Movie at 4pm. So pretty much time for me to drive safely back to Ipoh =D
Watched a movie that only started screening today
I Love You, Beth Cooper.
The movie was better than what I expected it to be. =)
7.5/10 should be what it deserves from me . haha





Life is like C O L O U R S

You can choose to be any colour you want.
You can choose to be a normal colour like black or white.
or You can choose to be a colour that is more outstanding like red or green.
You choose your own colour that represents your life.
A life where no one else can make any decision for you except your own.
You are free to choose any of the colours that match with you,
A colour where you think will have a great match when it's mix together
Sometimes you you tried to mix with certain colours which you thought it may work out.
But the remix of you and the other colour somehow disappoints you.
You will keep on searching for the perfect colour that matches with your colour.
When you stop searching for any colours,
Sometimes there will be colours coming towards and tell you that both of you can have a good remix.
But you already feel tired of trying to get a great remix.
At that time, it's no longer important whether you are a dull black colour or a bright green colour.
Because at that moment all you want would be just as simple as to remain the colour you was at the begining and watch other remixes of colours that were produced.
When you met a colour that produces a good remix,
Stay with it and don't give up.
You might think that you can get a better colour out there which might even produce a better remix,
But you will never know what if you gave up the colour you are working out with now and you can't find any better colours?
By the time you regret,
The previous colour might already have a different remix with a different colour.
But sometimes you feel bored of only looking at other remixes
You don't want to have any remix with any colours
So you will only test with those colours that want to test too
Test how would it be when both of the colours were about to mix together.
Whether the remix is a great colour or not,
It's still a test.
It means you only sacrificed a little of your colour to try out with other colours.
You won't get a perfect remix after all.

watch this video.

Public speaking talk show was over.
It was great =)

There's one of our group members acting as megan fox.
Here's a link.
Its about the introduction of '' her '' .
enjoy it =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mkO9FRUwA5o

I always wish to speak

You can guess who's that. but don't simply guess.


Time flies.Eeryone knows.
I read your sms and I smiled.
I don't realize it until the someone noticed that and told me.
Somehow I know its impossible
But feelings can't be washed away in a blink of an eye
Not the bf-gf kind of feeling.
Just a normal fren liking feeling
You are not my beloved but a friend that listen
You are not my guy but you are a guy that reads my mind
It's hard to find someone who really truly understands us
You know almost everything about me.
I used to feel happy when i see you
I used to grudge when you leave
I used to miss you when I can't see you
You joke, You play
Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing
Sometimes I wished I had not done those
Sometimes I wonder whether it's right or wrong
Some people tell me its okay. Some people tell me its not good
Some people tell me they like the new me but some prefer the old one.
Sometimes I think I miss you. I doubt.

I just don't know what I want and what I need.



But somehow, all this will not last.

Different life, Different pathway.

My birthday =)

I’m back!
Sorry for not blogging for such a long time. Erm, ( in fact I just only abandoned my blog for about.. almost two weeks? ) *huge smile*. Eventually I had a great birthday with my friends =)) I’m glad that I have such friends living with me in Kampar.

Let me briefly tell bout my birthday celebration. It might not be special to anyone else but it is special for me in the sense of enjoying =)

Last Friday, 7th August. Went back to Ipoh after my Public Speaking class ended at 4pm. I can consider myself as lucky because the economic class for Saturday was cancelled due to some reasons by the lecturer. I was darn happy cuz’ I don’t have to attend any class during my birthday =)). Class ended but outside was pouring water like no end.. Car was parked somewhere that was not shaded. I had to wear on my jacket and run run run and run to my car. By the time I reach my car, I m already all wet. Geeesh. Nevermind. Going back to ipoh makes me feels that getting wet in the rain was just nothing so big deal. Went for a movie that night with kin yuen, The proposal.. A very nice movie. I rated it 8/10 =).



Later on, we both went to grab some food at fok sing, somewhere in Ipoh garden east. ( supper is fattening I know. ) Was hungry at first, ordered 15 sticks of satays. I didn’t make the order. He said he can finish the rest if I can’t . LOL. So I just leave it. Waited and waited.. my drink was almost finished and it still haven come. While I’m getting more and more impatient, Suzzane called and wished me happy birthday. She’s the only one called and wished me by the way. =) Thanks so much suz. Love u =) * smooches *. Talked on the phone for quite some time and kind of neglected the one sitting beside me LOL. At the end I think the satay man just forgotten our order. ( maybe the man wants me to go on a diet and eat less haha. ) We both decided to leave after we finished our drink.

I went home and started to unlock my house door. Wondering why my mum locked the wooden door that night. Usually she don’t. The moment when I pushed open the door, I was SURPRISED that they gave me a surprise on my birthday .. ! Weeee. I love you guys alot!!!! Xoxo. They bought me presents and of course, the cake that I like most. Blueberry cheseeeeese cake! Just right on time to fill my empty stomach =) . Even so, that was not filling. Went Mcd with them and ate nuggets before heading towards mun yee’s house =)) Mun yee was attacking the boys and not letting them to sleep because they have to study for their test . haha. She’s wild. haha.


BFFs. =))



attacking =DDD

The next day. Went home and took a 2 hours nap, then I went out with wengfoong for another movie. G.I.Joe, the rise of cobra. 8/10 Another nice movie I considered. At least it didn’t let me down. At night, went out yum cha with two couples. Kitty and BF , Peik & BF. Two couples and two singles at that night. Went Tong Sui Kai. Kitty made me a very nice picture which I loved it a.l.o.t... Peik gave me a magic cup which had the picture of 4 of us. ( me, lam, peik & kitty.) .



G.I.Joe. nice movie.





I love this ALOT




My girls =)))

Went back to Kampar on Sunday .& fall sick since Monday. Haven been absent to class since Monday too.. Went to consult doc. Got mc. And now I’m back to Ipoh because my sick is not recovering at all.Spent almost 100 bucks consulting doctors. Purse is bleeding badly.This is the first time I’m sick and MC for class for a week.
God bless me. Recover fast! My talk show is next week!!!! I don’t think I briefly explained about my birthday. I explained in details. LOL. I really appreciate those wishes from you people.. I’m one the way to dreamland now =)

Since I’m back to Ipoh , I’m gonna have a goooooood rest at my home sweet home =)

I’ll recover soon .


Toddles.

s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g.

I found it. !!! at last!!!
A pair of indoor slippers for me in Kampar =))

The purpose of coming back to ipoh is always the same.

s.h.o.p.p.i.n.g.

haha.

Went out again with miss lam today

First destination : Jusco

Purpose : to buy her pair of heels for presentation =D

Went to nose and vincci, but end up buying at nose =))

she's taking the same pair i bought last week.

Just that her's is white in colour =))

Missy lam wondering which one should she take.

the white or the black one ..

See the number of heels she tried on... haha.

My car was full with shopping bags. XD

mission 2 : Buy shorts!

Location : Ipoh garden south ( all boutiques )

Bought a top at ipoh garden east. But not shorts =((

Also bought a casual wear dress =DDD

a self loving one =))

oh yea. we did bought shorts at the end =))

Lam bought a jeans short and I bought a normal shorts =))

Mission accomplished. =D

Have been wondering about studies.

Should I change to another subject.?

I'm gonna dye staying in stream A. ZZZ