27 September 2011

Without anything.




Sometimes, the word "memory" ain't leaving. So much to think about, without a doubt the past always seem to be manifested by regrets.
Always hope the current and future to be replenish by something more meaningful that could be able to fill my weary life.
Sometimes I couldn't help it.
Flipping through the pages of life, I ain't sure whether I learned from the mistakes I did.
How many pages of happiness, how many pages of tears ?
The laughters, they don't appear when the tears over flowing my journey of life.
I should appreciate more perhaps.
I ain't able to control. Throwing out tantrums, all boiling out to be my own fault.
To ease the pain that is barely endurable, where are the efforts that were gone for so long?
What else could I ask for? Taking up the challenges, feeling lost and helpless.
Where were all the courages that once used to be around?
Trying to be as normal as I could, trying to be strong, trying to be lucid.
It's all just "try"
Failed.



17 September 2011

Lookout point, when you realise there's still a place in KL for you to chill.


Hello peeps, a hectic week full of hell lots of assign
ments due is finally over, pretty much awesome week on the other side, went to Lookout point to celebrate one of my friend's birthday. :)


Awesome view up there. I seriously enjoy it. Hope to have a second chance to go again in coming future. But drivers please be very careful cause the way to Look Out Point is awfully dark and dangerous.. This is what i captured.



Look Out Point is located at Ampang, roughly around 40 mins away from Kuala Lumpur. Most likely to depends on the traffic. I never knew there's a place that awesome at KL until i experience it myself.

The night I went, was after rain. So the weather there was cooling and there's fog, just like what you'll experience in Genting.

The best view of Kuala Lumpur is all in your sight. Everything is just so... beautiful when you're 300m above sea level.

We went to the Look Out Point Western & Local Cuisine instead of the other two which is Haven & Gasoline.

Food rated 6/10.












There're too many pictures and I'm lazy to upload them all. soweeeee

10 September 2011

Listen to too much depressing songs recently.


Guess I'm in depression.

Couldn't things just be a lil more simpler?

09 September 2011

Asking for more?

The heart doesn't only sore for the past, but also for the future.
Knowing that there might be some inevitable facts to come to real step by step, nothing to be done. nothing to be said.
Life is too much of concern
Too many things to be taken into consideration.
You're not the only one living in this world, don't take things for granted.
If it's meant for you, it will always come back to you.
Learning from my past, smiling.
The past life seem better. Wonder why did I complained, why did I not satisfy.
Leading to the path of today, without regrets of no choice. It'll be too late.
To face with faith, to move on with courages, bravery. Nothing less than being determine.
Things as seen, surface with no further approach of deeper understanding.
Life moves on.
Perhaps, people who are devoted always end up with sorrow and tears.
Where's the happiness that used to be there? So often that you could hardly remember all of them.
Enjoyable moments are short, never as prolonged as those that kill you deep inside.
Where's the memory of happiness when you're lost? when you're upset?
Gone, vanished.
Perhaps the sorrow always override happiness.
Just a sense of sadness, there it goes, wiping off the memories that once used to be treasured.
Where is the soul? Gone, somewhere.
To pursuit the happiness that each long for, ain't easy as it seem.
Perhaps to return to a piece of blank, clean and original paper, is rather difficult than asking for gold from the poor.
Nothing left undone. Everything is done, and over.



Life goes on.




06 September 2011

What of all?


Taking some time off, chilling.
Am starting to feel the pressure that was gone for so long.
Tears dropped, blaming on my own but no one else.. what could I do? what should I do? what should I not?
A dream will never come true unless I work on it.
When you dream of someone, it doesn't mean you miss the person, just hallucinations
Too much to be told, too little time to tell.
20 years gone too fast. too fast.
It seems like time living on this earth is reducing day by day, counting to the dejavu
How good if we are about to live long, with no life and death.
Crapped too much. I miss the past. I want a better future. Will I get one?
A life without fear, without burden, without barriers.....


Laundry is waiting for me. there I go...


Ups and downs, Can i expect more than that? or maybe less?
With no choice, life goes on.
when you're good, you get tons of friends,
when you're doing bad, you will not be appreciated.
Can we measure what we have?
sometimes the past seem to be better,
who knows the better might be waiting in future?


crapped too much, time to switch back to work.
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