All these while I thought he's only coming back on the 16th after his holiday with his family. Unexpectedly a phone call that asked me to look who's outside my house eventually surprised me. It wasn't a joke like I thought it would be. He stood right in front my house, he lied. I'm pretty much grateful for what I'm having now. A stable relationship, with no affections and interruptions. As it could be see and to be compared, I am already blessed that we're both loyal to each other. It was right that I have a straight forward attitude, speaking upon my thoughts. You can ignore if you dislike, I did not beg for you to face. Standing straight upon decisions made, sometimes I wonder if I'm being too harsh. Seeing things happened over & over again, lost of trust and never wanted to share again. Sometimes personalities do matters. If others neither accept nor appreciate, leave it. Telling off little secrets among ones that was expected to be sealed up eventually turned out to be topics to be talked about and realized it from others that the secrets, are no longer secrets,they're now topics.. Saddening enough to crash the heart into pieces.
Have been working at Turf Club for 3 days and hell yeah , next time I will not choose the shooting booth anymore. *only if there's another time*. Try picking up and reloading thousands of bullets a day. Either wonder why we're only paid with that amount with this work while some others got higher paid with some easier jobs. Screw it. But we had much fun thou, working with lam & bangbin at least kills off some boredom.
too lazy to attach pictures. will upload soooon.
Imissyou.