Finally. Hooray ?

A pathway to my campus & back to my home. Had became my daily routine since the second semester. I always wish the road to be shorter so that I can reach home faster. Today, the road was long and dull as usual. Despite all this, much things came across my mind and how I wish the road never ends.

It was fate that we get to meet each other. Why did we chose SAM at the first place? Time flies. It's no longer waiting for the bell to ring like how we were back in the school days. Not a prolonged period, but 8 months, bit by bit, we knew each other more , day by day we get closer. How stressful is it to hear our lecturer saying " I EXPECT NOTHING LESS THAN A PERFECT SCORE " . Nothing except waiting for this hell course to end ASAP. As how we wished. It's coming to an end now. The memories hit my mind when I was on the way back this evening. How we survived through 30+ credit hours every week? Sleepless nights, hectic life. No one to blame cause we chose the course by our own.

How much am I going to miss the moments we walk down to Sidewalk Cafe every morning for the Kaya Bun ? IDK.. Less than 8 weeks, we be free . But at the same time, 8 weeks later, we'll all be separated apart & when will be the next time we meet again? who knows. We'll never get to predict the future. Will we still say Hi to each other when we meet in the shopping center one day? Or will we just pass by each other as if you don't know me & I don't know you?

At times I wished that time flies.. It did.

It's just like a never ending road.

not a random day

A random day ,
everything just as random.
Random people,
random stuffs.
Everything random but not for me & you.
I know, you know.
11 months passed,
with a happy relationship.
♥ .
it's you, for the past 11 months ♥

Lammy Lam Mun Yee, my love

This girl,
Lam Mun Yee

WILD

VIOLENT

BOSSY

CHOOSY

NO-MESSING-WITH-TYPE

but still, she is the bestfriend that I love.

She, the one, celebrating her 19th birthday, transforming herself from a 18 year old girl to a 19 year old auntie.

Obviously this girl I knew shares most of my deepest secrets of all.
Only one that I trust, that would keep my secrets untold. ♥
Learned Taekwondo together,
Club together,
Hang out together,
Laugh together,
Gossip together
even
Sleep together.=P

The girl with a seducing smile,
sobbing laughter
*you know what I mean if you heard how she laughs before*

However, this girl,
one of my love,
how much time we spent together,
memories we went through,
too much to be said,
but it will always be deep down in my memory lane
Sometimes I'll korek them out,
and sort out
how long have we been friends
with those unforgettable memories together

She has her own way of making cake
I wonder how people would have reacted if they knew she made the cake indirectly with her leg..

Spot the difference , compared to normal
*she is always abnormal*

Just in case you didn't,
imagine who else would have done this,
work with a shoe on the right,
a plastic bag as a shoe on the left.

Well, she is,
still acting as boyish as she wanted to,sometimes.
*who cares, you are still you, still my bestie*

I remember she told me this ,
*If a guy were to love me, he must love everything about me*
it also reflects how much courage and determination her boyf must have.


To MR VDBB : Love my girlfriend, accept her everything :)
you hurt her, YOU DIE.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ♥

♥ YOU

when it's no longer a place for me to stay

The place that I used to enjoy very much, the joy, the happiness that I get from no where else is now not not worth staying anymore. Perhaps in reality everyone is selfish & own benefits comes before anything.
It's time for me to leave.

A place where I had my second working experience at.
A place where I found some joy at, a place where I learned so much of stuffs, seeing customers' reaction, inconsiderate customers, how workers endure with customers' attitude. I believe I gained more than enough patience from there.
It used to be a very nice place, where I will go back to work whenever I have a term break, even for a few days, it's more than enough for me to relax over there.
A place, i gained more friends, a bunch of friends that never disguise themselves. Foul languages out of mouth without control, showing their real attitude like no one cares. Though I found it annoying sometimes, but I do, really appreciate them more than any other.

A place where I realized that some people are not worth falling for, gained some personal experience from there, of course as a friends of course definitely no doubt he is a very good friend indeed, and thanks to him, I gained enough experience from that & now I got a good guy with me.
thanks to all the hard times I made it through there. Enduring customers' inconsiderate attitude, got scolded by customer but nothing could be done but to continue to serve the next one with a smile. How many of them realize the hard time & the tiredness that we have to make it through everyday?
You're just queuing up for bout 10-20 mins maximum to get ur tickets or to order food, but did you ever thought of us who stayed at the counter for hours , and still serve you with a smile?

Enough of seeing people in disguise, being both angel & devil at the same time. I don't leave because to make you succeed in your purpose, I am leaving because I don't want my friend to have a hard time to resolving this problem.
It's no longer a place worth to stay, but I'll still do my best & work as normal till the very last day. :)

I'll still miss all my friends over there, & definitely the old TGV. the joy we had when we threw each other to the boxes, playing with gas tank, and laughter that we used to have. A memory that will be implanted deep down into my memory lane.
Love you guys as always. ♥


When things changed,
When reality strikes,
Perhaps, accepting the fact will be the only way.

When it reaches the end.

Don't try to test my patience,
you know my personalities well.
When it comes to a level where I couldn't stand anymore,
that's the end, I would say.
Respect me, respect yourself.
Scolding out foul languages to you will only be a disrespect to the language.
You don't deserve to be respected.

Any regrets?

I remember there was once I posted a blog entry on C.O.L.O.U.R.S.
I guess not much of you will remember, it reflects on my life.

To me, life is too short
It's too short to have everything I want
It's too short to achieve what I want to achieve
there are things, where I hope to get, hope to do,
but I never could.
Wonder why others could do so, but not ME.
Often encouraged "if people succeed, why not you?"
It's easy to say, hard to work it out.
despite the fact that everyone wish to be a successful person.
What do you do when you have free time?
Slack? Exactly.
Some people who are too busy with stuff until they missed out some important parts of life.
The little tits & bits.
Ones said, Your 18-21 year old life should be the most memorable one in your life.
I never really bothers bout what others commented bout my life, my friends or love life.
They are mine. not yours.
I change partner often, so? anything to do with you?
I have a gang of friends that get crazy easily, why? are you jealous that you don't have one?
Every little things I do, lessons I learned from them, memories I obtained,
those moment that I'll cherish till the end of my life
It's often said "Why not spend your day happily instead of overwhelmed by sadness and ruin your day?" ?
when you're sad, do you think of anything happy?
I don't, even if I do, it will only make me even more depressed.
Having a past memory that I wished to forget. Never could I.
It's not that I didn't want to, I just couldn't get rid of it.
Memories as lessons learned. A life time lesson.
There's no turning back, & I knew I did not made the wrong decision after all.
The year before this has a great impact and change in my life.

I'm moving on, with no REGRETS :)