My 12 days semester break part 1. BACK IN ACTION

Watching a 3D movie for once its much fun. *for free* But when we're asked to watch it over & over again for the whole day. It's even worse than working at the candy bar running here & there serving customers. I refused to watch it again even it's free so I rather sit outside & jaga the cinema. Legs were pain, or else I'll still choose candy bar.

I should be resting at home for this 12days of semester break instead of working . "why you so stupid go back work? " . My answer : "I rather work than rotting at home & spending money". Well, it's not that I'm so in need of money that i've gotta work. But I've got my plans. ruined it, then I'll make sure I'll never follow anymore. Ended up working double shift for 2 nights continuously hoping that it can cover back the income that I've lost on the other side. Effing tired is the word, but at least I will get paid for my job. It's no longer the matter of how much is the salary. It's only about the joy that I got from my work that you all will never understand.

Off day tomorrow. Pheeew :)
i wanna eat curry mee but my lips are cracking =/
Gotta make sure I look pretty when the bf is back ! I can't wait to meet him up . woot woots.
How many days left ? 4 more days to go !! =D


ps: One more time & I'll definitely agree with what my mum said. No mercy.

just an update

mid term examination is over ! weeeeeps :)
& left my roomie , woan ling. Shifted out from inti's hostel as Imma gonna stay at sis place & travel everyday from next semester onwards.
too much rules & regulations to be followed for driving to campus everyday. nahnahnah. I know lar i know lar. I know ge lar ... ngo ji dou lar. ji dou !!
Holiday planned starts tomorrow. ! planned everything. but basically only tomorrow free, other than that I'll be working AGAIN. =P who asked me to dig a big hole in my purse lately :(
It's just a lame update anyway. I've gotta sleeeeeeeeeeeeep now. I know I can't cure my eye bags anyway :(

他，也就是你。

每个女孩都有自己梦想的男朋友。希望可以找到一个能够符合自己要求的男生。有的会希望她的男朋友很有钱，驾豪华的车，个个人都羡慕他。我有些不同，可能因为家庭因素，那些认识我够久的朋友应该会懂。


他，不需要有钱，不需要对我千依百顺，偶尔和我骂架，顶嘴，我才觉得有些乐趣。
他，不需要常卖东西给我，只要每当他想我的时候会打通电话给我，就足够了。
他，不需要长得帅，只要我爱的，我都不会去介意那么多。
他，不需要对我承诺些什么，只要平时答应了的事情，办到就好了。
他，不需要为了我而改掉他本身的性格，当我和他在一起的那一刻起，我就已经接受了他的全部。



你，是你。是你每一天的一通电话，让我知道，你答应了的事，从来没有让我失望过。
你，是你。是你让我放开以前的不开心，是你没有介意过，是你，让我感觉到爱。
你，是你。是你不让我把事情收在心里，好让我们彼此间跟了解对方。
你，是你。是你没有为了我而改掉自己的性格，就算我偶尔会不喜欢，也让我知道我应该明白你。
你，是你。是你没有对我千依百顺，是你偶尔会和我吵架，顶嘴，是你让我觉得我们之间充满乐趣。



没有说谁为谁付出的越多，就越爱谁。
只要双方都是一心一意，就够了。
别人所说的，都不重要，如果介意的话，当初为什要在一起？


是你，刘杰文 :) ♥

what did you wrote on your ambition list when u're young?

Back in primary school, there's a kind of form, asking us bout our ambition 1st choice, 2nd choice and 3rd choice. Do you still remember yours? Yes I do remember mine. very clearly.

1st choice - Veterinarian
2nd choice - Lawyer
3rd choice - Air stewardess.

Guess it's a fact that my 1st choice of ambition will never come true. Never. In fact I really wish I could. Too bad I suck in chemistry. No choice but to give up this. Somehow or rather I wanna become a vet cuz' of a vet. that I knew. Dr. Gilbert I still remember his name. Used to go to his vet clinic everyday and play with the dogs and cats when I was around the age of 11. Always wanted to.. Fell in love with animals & they're even more understanding than human.. That reminds me of Lucky. Nah. change topic. Or else I'll start crying thinking bout Lucky again.

2nd choice. Lawyer. I'm half way giving up that dream perhaps. Law paper on monday & damn I'm Blogging now. How much I gotta suffer before I reach my goal to become a lawyer? hard I guess. I know my own , Never been putting much effort on studies like I did not in SAM. What a change in me. But law is killing me. But I'll still hope I can make it through.. Currently I just need geof bailey to love me *the author of my law text book*

3rd choice. Air stewardess. Always my choice ever since secondary school. Even until this very moment. Who knows, I might end up being a flight attendant and endure all the temper of customers or I might just shout back "diu lei ar" and quit the job? haha.

Too much to think, too much to fantasize. Okay, end of session.. Time to stick my head back to geof bailey. An outing with the imba gang later :D Just way too excited :)


All I can do now is work hard work hard and work hard. 2 more papers & I'll be free!


Ps: less than 2 weeks & I'll be meeting up the boyfriend ! wit wit hoooray !

my cheat sheet.

Everybody,


My desktop wallpaper. It works, Sometimes. Cuz it generates the guilt on me whenever I see "Stop messing around and do some work" and makes me feel so guilty that I've gotta get back to my notes. But currently I'm not motivated

Hello siewhui ! Your finals started already okay? Next paper is on wednesday & u're day dreaming now? get back to your work now !

& I'm still blogging . ftw =.=

Since we're allowed to bring 2 pieces of a4 paper with anything written on it for maths paper, I'm so hardworking in preparing my "cheat sheet". I write in a size where only i can read, with everything in it. Trying to fit everything. formulas, examples. I don't care :P I even highlighted the headings for each so it will be easier for me to refer during the exam. * if i got the time to *
The lazy people are always the most hardworking ones, cause they'll think of ways to make things easier for them . For example, ME ! :D

How I wish the "cheat sheet" is applicable for law paper too *big grin*

my "cheat sheet" :)

I love the picture below. Alot. :D

Whenever I'm getting out of mood with studies. There's something that always motivate me. The Boyfriend is coming back ! counting down 19 days more to go ! hooooray..

First thing I'm gonna do when I reach Ipoh is to get my yoyo bus ticket . I'll be the first person you meet when you reach KLIA. I can't even believe it myself ... weeeeepy.


I'm looking forward for your homecoming :)
*ever since february, I say that everyday*
♥ kmsh ♥

p/s: bored with old design of my blog. it's so "young looking" now :P

Sorority Sisters

The 4 sorority sisters where each of us have totally different personalities and different attitudes.. Sometimes its weird on how we become besties. :D
It's always easy to hang out together, shopping, movies, share out secrets, gossips, where all the similarities come together but it'll be hard if 4 of us gonna stay under the same roof one day. I bet with 4 unique person living together. there will be *sparks* . definitely. :P
Four girls who are studying at different places, with different personalities & attitudes.

A girl with a strong, sometimes stubborn attitude, never do things that she don't like.. Never put love at the first place/priority before. Break up? No big deal.. Never see her get how sad over an ended relationship before. Strong outside but never really knows what she's thinking inside . Shop till drop as always..wait, should be Shop, but never drop :P . The girl who often around when you're in Ipoh. The girl who takes an hour to get prepared before an outing :D

A girl we often can't date her out, often got controlled by parents for outings.? Don't confirm anything outing with her until the very last minute. Plans might change, her concept as always. As can see, a girl who's in love with her beloved boyfriend. She'll make herself back to Ipoh every week if possible.. A girl from wealthy family, buying things where price doesn't really concern sometimes. Often become people's ear when friend faces problems. :)

A girl whom we seldom meet with each other due to transportation problem. A girl who's struggling on studies, trying very hard to get herself through form 6.. Hang out with budgets. It's both good and bad for budget control. With a innocent look and a naive mind, melted a guy's heart name Di Yan. Things we girls can't solve for her, the bf will do the job. Blur all the time, a trademark for her. You'll just find her casting away all ur problems when u see her face.

Last but not least. I don't really know how to describe now. A girl who is stubborn, never really listen to people's opinion as She believes choices that She made is always the best, & She'll definitely prove it. She will not do things that she don't wanna do, persuade her, sometimes it works but sometimes when she stood still within her decision, definitely pissed people off,but not under her concern :P. got loved by a guy who's as stubborn as her. A distance relationship which both of them are working on it.

What if 4 stubborn girls live together under the same roof ? I guess everything will be fine at the begining but arguments will start when we couldn't adapt each others personalities and attitude. Sometimes its good that we're studying at different places. We gather together when we're back to Ipoh. The sorority sisters, often have things that we don't what each other did, conflict in opinions but in the end, we're still sisters as always

♥ ♥

WE changed

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV ----> Not only girls but guys as well.
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
'cause Photoshop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things now are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's World War 3

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUV's
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair -----> life is unfair

Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Read the lyrics & u'll agree with me. The world is changing, WE are changing. Accept it or not. Its still an undeniable truth.

Sometimes what you experience in life affects you
Even you did not do it
Or it's not meant to affect you,
you'll still get affected. more or less.
The fear will remain on you
Until you're afraid that it might happens to you
When there's a scar,
the scar always remain, never fade
Might use concealer to cover them up,
but what had happened is a fact.



p/s: sometimes can you guys just not be so dumb? :( Telling out words during depression doesn't mean we girls mean it. Its always the other way round.