I tried to say : "I miss you" but end up sounding like chipmunks.

How I wish this is permanent..

KL & Genting trip was good.

but the weather wasn't cold at all & my throat is bad now.

Lost my voice, unable to speak even with a mouth.

Not even a complete sentence out.

This sucks.

Buy mineral water at genting till I broke . F.

I hate this. I can't talk on the phone with kelvin . arghh

As part of the reasons for leaving to KL early is to do researches in colleges,

guess I've decided to leave ..

everything will start over again.

another chance & also an opportunity.

this will be the one and only chance.

p/s: tomorrow, which is chinese lunar calendar's Valentine's day.

& again.

happy valentine's day B. :)

a big fat smile

Attended Chris bro's wedding dinner.

Pictures will do the talking.

Hooooooray..

Dad agreed to let me change college ! ngek ngek ngek..

Off to KL on Tuesday to do research on those colleges.. :)

Then followed by genting trip with friends on friday :))

good news good news.. goooooooooooood news =)

Didn't really had a good sleep last night ..

( sometimes updates needs time to digest )

p/s: wasn't really in a good mood this few days though dad's decision helped alot.

♥

This is not what you can see everyday. LOL

CNY was kinda boring.

went off to club one of the nights but unluckily barroom, lush n others which are on the same row are out of electricity.

off to Barberry. but isn't a good choice. xD

I'm getting sick I guess. =(

please don't, I don't want my plans got ruined

when I have a time to post, I'll post out something that I told u last night :)

p/s: though its one day futher from the last time we met, but it's one day nearer to the next time we meet.

It's been a week.

It's been a week since Kel left to Brisbane.
awwwwww. sad :(
but I guess I'm getting used of it. though it's not totally used to it yet, but i'm trying hard !
there are still days where I get depressed & can't get a good sleep ..
I'll be alright :)
CNY is here. right now It's already the 5th day .
seriously not having much CNY mood..
Valentine's day was lonely.
*kel was lonely too * haha!
Berat sama-sama dipikul, ringan sama-sama dijinjing.
don't know it's a suitable one or not. xD
But we both chatted through webcam which fulfilled a lil of my needs.
I guess we'll be contacting less starting from next week, * his classes begins next week =(*
but we have a deal. a deal where only both of us knows bout it. :) ♥


Will be going to KL on Tuesday. Oh great. At last,Our GENTING plan is ON . weeeeee :)
We'll rock those nights. for sure!
I don't know what will happen if I forget to bring my jacket along xD


cheeeeeeers :)


p/s: sometimes a phone call means alot ♥

a post for the bfriend ♥

Happy valentine's day baby ♥

Small little note for the bf ,

Though we can't celebrate together, but at leat we count down together through skype.

sorry that I can't type much with my half cacat-ed hand.

We don't only celebrate valentine day.

For kmsh, everyday is valentine's day ♥

I don't know what's gonna happen next

but now is more important =)

If things were meant to happen,

we can't avoid no matter what.

But currently I know I'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you ♥

You're there no matter I'm sad, happy, upset, frustrated, emo & the list goes on..

I love u & I always do ♥

happy valentine's day again kel :)

I don't like 10022010

Kel left at 9 something this morning
chatted with him through phone before he left.
can't hold on my tears. Duhhh. mou yong betul.
but he texted me when he reached sydney waiting for the transit :)
the message that i've been waiting for whole-day-long during work
another one that warms up my heart when he reaches Brisbane :)
but yet I still feel one kind. i don't know why. =(
maybe need some time to get used with it. .
I'll be fine soon. I promised.
handphone gonna be real quiet as there'll not be any text message from him till he comes back :)

Tgv changed their policies. sort of. =.=
strictly no handphone while working
this time seemed serious bout this when we were told by manager.
Back to work once again.
felt boring.
I kinda miss the old Tgv . during last year's january-may. that was the best time ever .
Now? maybe I'm not used to the change of staffs, & others.
It's sort of its just a place for me to get my pay for working instead of relaxing anymore.


p/s: hopes to see you online tonight.

see this pig !

drink whole pot of soup. geeez

ready, 1,2,3...

gut gut gut gut....
finished ! hahaha!

I know this is a lame post. haha!

today is 090210

Had breakfast with Kel yesterday, couldn't hold back my tears as expected.
wiped off my tears & I was told that everything will be fine.
the line that actually warmed my heart up but at the same time made me felt even more heavy hearted.

Went off to Yikfoong to buy some computer accesories with him.

actually he's the one buying. not me

He got me a laptop skin :)

Before

After.

Love it lots ♥

He's leaving
Sad of course. =(

Went staff meeting last night & went yumcha with lam & leong.
chatted lots. freaking much to be exact.
had not went out yum cha till so late after so long.
but it's tiring =.=


Went breakfast again this morning.
*he's gonna leave this evening to KLIA & I can't go =(*
Looking forward to 3rd July :)

take care baby.
:)
love you always.

p/s: I'm missing u so much =( . I hope 5 months can reach in a blink of an eye.

the 3 pages long letter :)

Finals ended :)

not having much feeling bout it, doesn't really matter

*daddy please say yes, or else I'll faint*

Dyed my hair again once I reach Ipoh.

Not really obvious bout the colour.

don't know what choc mix brown mix coco, & green.

yes. green. was kinda freak out when I see them putting green on my hair but the outcome doesn't seem to have any relation to green at all. LOL *maybe a lil* *wink*

Dad asked me to bring my lil sis go for her "cny shopping" tomorrow.

ngek ngek ngek... I have my intention for that =D

but I gotta pay off by becoming kuli buying all the soft drinks tomorrow. :(

with me & my sis. common sense pun tau takkan wan my sis carry them? grrr.

Kel came & we went off to Ipoh garden east :)

Time is counting , Kel is leaving :(

I'm already looking forward to his homecoming in July even though he's still here now.

p/s: the picture I'll upload it on 14th :)

the ups & downs

I want to go KLIA :(

helpless. hopeless.

I see you everytime I closed my eyes

wishlist/resolutions for the official new year for chinese :)

1.change college! ( reaching )
2. a stable relationship with Kel :) ♥ ( might not be smooth all time, take them as challenge ! )
3.spend less, save more ( shop less ! )

resolutions to be add-on again if there's any other coming up :)





imissyou.much.

geeez

2nd February.
Counting down -8 days. =(
seriously every night before I sleep this is what that keeps on appearing in my mind.
Though I really wish that my finals can finish faster so that I can get back to Ipoh & meet you up again before u leave.
Finals ain't really bothering me as I'm no longer putting my heart on Utar anymore.
wait for dad's comfirmation & I'll leave.
really hope there's still one more chance to hang out before 10th Feb as there's nothing else I could do to make it to KLIA =(
why happy moments are often so short?
while those suffering moments lasts?