I smiled when I think of you.

Counting down to finals - tomorrow
Counting down to 10th Feb - 10 days more :(
I wish exam ends fast yet I don't hope 10th Feb reach so soon .
Gonna dye my hair after finals. or maybe after CNY?
Wondering should go for what colour.
I suppose I should feel very tensed up right now & overwhelmed with fear and stress.
But I feel nothing. I'm not well prepared. or I should say TOTALLY NOT .
Every word that I remember from those notes kills one brain cell of mine =(
exam pls pass faster. I rather one day finish up all 5 subjects than staying there for 6 days.


I'm seriously not in a study mood.
Failed to turn the study mood on :(

will update again most probably after my finals.

Grapes ♥

Finals are driving me crazyyyyy
I'm going nuts.
out of boredom, as an excuse,
self cam ! took pictures. =DDD
one more week , one more week & i'll be free from exam !
YAY. ngek ngek ngek =)))

sometimes it still bothers me :(

it's out of my control .

burst

---Empty mind---


empty up my mind, throw all into recycle bin & empty up the recycle bin so I won't recycle them.
don't wanna think, don't wanna bother.
*screams*


off to bed.

=(

headache is really killing me
beat by beat..
grrrrrr.
help me ! ! I don't want to die along with those notes .. =(

Live like you're dying.

people grow from time to time.
from what we gone through , we gained experiences & lessons.
sometimes things don't work as how we wish for..
nothing could be done but only to keep telling myself "i can do it !"
Life isn't easy at all.
To suffer now, enjoy later OR
enjoy now, suffer later ?
(you make your own decision)
There are always reasons behind for everything that happens in our daily life.
Everytime before you make a decision , move 3 steps back & look everything overall.
look into which pathway is the correct one..at least you have 3 choices after 3 steps back than moving forward without a second thought & end up with regrets later on.
Time is running, not waiting for anyone
Our life is counting down to an end by every minute & every second.
I believe if there is a will, there is always a way.
Whether to make things work out or not, it's always us who decide.
If you have the thought "I couldn't make it". "It's not possible". , then definitely you will not make it & it will not be possible.
put some effort on your will, & turn it into a success.
There's always a way out for everything. Nothing can defeat you except you your own.



Emo moments are hard .
But I'll make it through

Rubies ♥

Although couldn't make it for the movie THE SPY NEXT DOOR,
but at least we make it for Legion.
The bf said "well..the show was just okay. I won't say it's awesome or cool or whatever. some so called fallen angel story? gimme a break. it's more like a don't-want-watch-after-meal-movie. crap. but as for the fighting scenes.. I can only say its still acceptable. overall i will rate this movie 6.5 out of 10 & 2 stars out of 5 "
For me, some part of the movie seriously freaks me out & he laughed. doink!
seriously this movie isn't that bad.
6/10 I rated. Cuz i freezed inside the cinema . geeeez
& some scenes really freaks me out..
Though time spent together today was rush & short. but at least we met :)
exam is near. . I mean really near. Just a week away from now.
& oh gosh. I don't have the heart to study. seriously I just wish I could stop studying right now & change to subjects i really want.
Gah. all this can only talk after my finals. damn it !
Still can't believe that I can't make it on the 10th to KLIA :(
Fact? accept it? I tried to, but still couldn't . :(


Btw, happy belated 3 months darling :)
♥ you =)

strawberries.

Plan failed. :(
I can't go KLIA to send bf off before he leaves to Aus :(
Totally out of mood.
a big sad face hanging on my face.
Blasting songs at home now.
Hanging a sign of "DO NOT MESS UP WITH ME RIGHT NOW" with my current look.




I'm sorry. :(
love u ♥

The insane bf

The bf intended to act my pose =D
LOL
here's the result.


It really stop all my emo-ness when I webcam with you. =)
♥

the short one

Tick Tock Tick Tock.
Time flies.
Couting down..
Finals in 15 days time &
The bf is leaving in 24 days time =(
Definitely a reason for my mood swings for this few days.
No other choice, but to work hard on it.
Things I did this few days seemed to be so unavailing,except for going out breakfast with him.
It's really sad when I got to know we can't hang out on 23rd together.
everytime there must be something pop out in a sudden & we can't celebrate together.
I don't know when will be the next 23rd that we'll stand a chance to celebrate together.
I gotta tell myself to stay strong for what I'm gonna face in the future.

It's gonna be hard. but we'll make it through.


Not really in the mood to blog..
I shall update next time.


I dare not disturb my sis for this few days as she'd been busying with her studio's stuff recently. But I really wish to change college so badly right now. Who to speak with? =(

tomorrow is friday . AGAIN

Well.
Out for dimsum this early morning.
successful one =)

before start the post for today.
here's a pic for u again LKM. hahaha




Dim sum at yuk fuk mun. *filled my stomach up like dunno what*
Pictures taken this morning were ugly shit.
So, they will not be uploaded =)

After dim sum. Miss lam & I went for shopping, for our cny clothes.

(but we actually shop often no matter any season . ha! )

First pit stop. GIORDANO

since It's thursday. so we both sot-ed at Giordano.

Bought tops. =)

Next stop. away from Jusco. Boutiques.

Seriously spent alot today.

Really a-l-o-t.

but satisfying . very satisfying =)

I'll let the pictures do the talking :)

My sis gonna kill me if she knows that I bought two black tops for CNY. haha!



p/s: It's good that you like it =) ♥

Specially for LKM

As requested by you. Now your photos are up ! hahaha. *wink*
Didn't upload them all but this few are more than enough dy =P


The SFK (side face killer) showing me his SF .


next. another SF. haha


"You don't snapshot me anymore ar i tell you"
(Ignored by me, continue snapshot )


"how come you know I snapshot you geh?"
"use brain .=D"


Smiling on his own in front the laptop screen. =)


mr. laukitmun =D


Posing again. haha.


You never fail to put a smile on my face =)



=D.
more snapshots will be up. s-o-o-n =)


P/s: Dim Sum with him & friends tomorrow. YAY . ♥

Pls don't kill me =)

He's so gonna kill me when he sees this. geeeez =D
Had a video call with him this afternoon.
I like those emotions that we did through the webcam
Goooosh. you driving me crazy lar wei laukitmun.
best way to de-sterss. thx to the bf :)




p/s: pls don't kill me =)



Thought of taking a nap just now.
But suddenly heard my dad's voice ( LOUD VOICE )
I asked my dad to buy me biscuits 嫁女饼 for me,if I'm not mistaken with the name.
cuz one relative is getting married soon... So, it's a tradition to send those biscuits for other relatives.
My sis finished up my favourite one. so I asked my daddy to buy me again.
I thought he was arguing with mummy just now as usually when he raised his voice up so loudly, mostly should be arguing.
But I could hear him keep on repeating "豆沙" and "饼" .
Can't bear with it anymore. Walked to the room next door asked my sis what happened. She shaked her head. FINE. I walked downstairs. ( though everytime when they argue I refused to go downstairs cuz i don wanna get any trouble )
They're not arguing.. GREAT.

Me : Why you all keep repeating "红豆沙" and "饼" this two words ?
Mummy : Your daddy gonna scold the shop owner tomorrow because of you
Me : =.= Why?
Mummy : Your daddy told them clearly only want 红豆沙 one & don't want 莲蓉 one, but they gave ur daddy mixed one ( that's cheating actually. usually there's no mix one )
Dad : You go and have a look . don't eat them. tomorrow I'll take back to them ( throw back to them, that's what my dad mean by that )
Me : Now your beloved daughter, I cannot sleep anymore dy. Now very jing san dy because of your loud voice cuz of the 4 pieces of 豆沙饼 .

In the end. My one hour nap plan failed. turned out to be a 15 mins eye-resting session only.


p/s: My mum is spying on me ( in a good way ) about him ever since she saw his picture in my purse. geeeez.. Only for this afternoon, my mum mentioned bout you for at least 3 times. Oh gosh.



Study mode on now.
(though very unwilling)

Perfect Distraction ♥

Everyone has different personality.
Some people have low self esteem .
while some are over confident.
It depends on you on how u judge on something.
Everyone is different.
Things I see might not be same as you all.
What I judge & feel definitely will not be the same as others.
I do not need others to respect on my decisions or support my feelings.
I ain't perfect.
I have to overcome ups & downs as well.
Manage them well. Live well.. ( that's what I'm trying to doing now )
Exam is near.
Stress is approaching. bit by bit.
He's leaving soon..
Counting on , day by day.
Don't really know how to express out those feelings out sometimes
but only to keep them at the bottom of my heart
Gotta face everything with a heavy heart.
Luckily you're always here for me.
Listen to me, hear my complains.
♥ you.


Don't believe me when I say okay cuz sometimes I'm not.
Maybe I ponder too much..

another day

Tired day afterall
went to PC fair
Totally pack.!
Sardin-type-packed.
But at least met up kitmun there for a.w.h.i.l.e
then continue my "shopping" there with lam
external hard disk, speaker, pendrive... & bla bla bla
great. spent more than half k within 2 hours time.
*dad's money, don't care lar.* haha.
Off to Jusco with miss lammy after Pc fair.
Lam went shopping again. *as usual*
heeees. both of us did =)


Lazy to continue. more pictures were uploaded in facebook already .
here are some random ones of me n him.

a great day with you =)

A day out with the BF.
almost spending 12 hours with him today
GREAT =) ♥
Went for movieS .
Avatar & Old dogs.
though already watched them once.
but since they're good movies.
so no bad watching for the second time =)


the part when jake sully said "i see you"
the beloved bf turned to me and said "intensive care unit"
Oh gosh. I'm totally speechless at that moment. =X

Watched Old Dogs again.
Second time watching, but yet still laughed my lungs out . =D

Went for lunch. or should say Hi-tea at Khave. ( i don't know if the name is spelled wrongly, who the hell cares bout the name btw. haha! )

Laukitmun with his "fried chicken chop"

Side face killer=D

After movie & everything. Went off to Station One Cafe to meet up with friends. =)

Considered as a belated birthday celebration for him.

Took quite some pictures.

But due to my poor pic-taking skills, so lots of pictures are deleted

Here are some random ones.

will upload more in Facebook after the bf send them to me through mail.

the 4 guys of the night =D

Kah hei , kitmun & I =)

I like this =)

a random & ugly picture of me with the bf.

i just love this picture alot ! ♥

I don't know will there be anymore days like this in the following days before you leave to Aus or not. Hopefully there will be =)

Today's a great day for me afterall.

I mean... yeah, real GREAT.

Will update again soooooon.

Off to bed

toddles ♥

It's really a goooooood day

Went out just now.
Went Jusco & bought movie ticket for tomorrow =))
Saw Leong at ticket box.
Dunno what shit he whispered to Satheesh when he saw me with kimun . LOL
Took few pictures actually but someone said they were ugly... So, forced to terminate them . haha!
Handed over the presents to him. He loves them ! *i guess so* =)
I love what he got me from Japan.
weeeeee.
Outing tomorrow.. I can't wait !


My half faced boyfriend. =D



I seriously love this very much !
So darn cute !



& cooling effect will cause the car windows to be blur. xD


Note to self : No more "ah bu".

Note to bf : You better bribe me =D




Pictures tomorrow. I DON'T CARE. haha.

when life gets hard

Life is not easy.
Sometimes there are problems which I don't know how to tell them out
How to share them with others.
Keeping up all of them at the most bottom part of my heart.
Sometimes I wish,
I had not done all those
Sometimes I wish,
I will not repeat those again
Sometimes I wish,
everything is just a dream


P/s: if you think that its related to my studies, this shows that you don't understand me well.



Currently forget all thoes.
I don't wanna think about them.
the boyfriend is coming back today.
=)
gonna meet him up on friday night ..
Let me seeeeeeee,
How long I have not meet up with him?
3 weeks plus =)
Nevermind. today is already wednesday.

happy birthday <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to

Dearest Boyfriend,

LAUKITMUN ♥ ♥ ♥

Love you always, as usual

Enjoy your birthday at Japan

May all your wishes come true =)

Your homecoming - tomorow :)

A new year. a new start?

Went peik's house for BBQ during new year eve. which is yesterday.
Great one. as there's not much i can talk about it. =)
Went to Rum around 1030.
I only have pictures we took at peik's house.
Others which are in Rum , depends on u Zjin. =)
Had fun at Rum.
Memorable New year countdown celebration as i can say.

Camwhore at peik's house as i see lammy sleeping so in such nice pose.
Pictures will do the talking .

the LENG pose of lammy lam


ah peik, u see ur face.

The Idiotic look

This video is specially dedicated to Lam Mun Yee=D

It doesn't matter whether the start of a new year is good or bad.. It all depends on us who work on it.