It's Christmas In My Heart When I'm With You..

How did you spend your Christmas eve? I had the most memorable one ever. I always wanted to have a christmas eve dinner with my love one. Last year he wasn't here. Finally he's here this year..


We jot off to Josephine last night. Ordered christmas set. Food was kinda satisfying but the service sucks to the core

Back to the night. The boyf looks extraordinarily handsome :) ♥
Where I look awfully pale..

Our starter.. :)
My turkey set :D
His Salmon set
This is classified as transformation of a stone

We had our most memorable Christmas countdown at LOK LOK stall . Despite the lack of christmas feel, lok lok stall is somehow a special place
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Merry Christmas world,
Merry Christmas love. ♥

Dingdong. another month :)

Happy 14 months boyf :)

Looking forward to our first christmas & new year celebration together ♥



More updates will be up after christmas . I'm kinda lazy now.


Love,
siewhui ♥

Lalalala :)

Worked for KNIFE during last saturday and sunday. Debit to bank account savings :) Well, roughly about our job, to promote and sell soya sauce..those aunties are really interested in things that are just rm 1 cheaper than usual. And the news became so contagious like supernormal sickness =/.. Met an irritating auntie .. I paid her back rm 1 change and she said I did not.. Nevermind. I endure.

Free food (fishball with soya sauce) attracted quite alot of people. Total we bought around 140 fish balls, Erm. me & teng ate quite a lot on our own... 20 fishballs i guess :P

A good working experience with only 12 hours and there goes 120 bucks. :) need some rest recently.. & since the boyf is back, heeeeeeeeee. Hope that I can spend more time with him thou. ♥

An update with the homecoming !

Finally mood is back to update :D My LOVE is back ! weeeeeeee :) (thought with a messy look due to his justin bieber hair but still the lovely look as always, hair cut before next outing or else wear a cap =) ) Seeing him pretty much cheers me up.. Swiped away all the unhappiness, regardless how much tears had dropped for the previous days.. Now I consider this as my official holiday :) Well, I'm kinda lazy to type too much.

But, here's a joke for the day : He used to say "i hang up ge lar" before he hung up each phone call everyday.. We met just now, & just right before he left.. Suppose to end with a "goodbye" eventually turned out to be "i hang up ge lar" right in front of me . You made my day you silly boy. Love you much.. ♥

More activities will be carried out ! time to have some fun !

shopping spreeeee weeee

Finally some shopping after so long ! Went to like 10 boutiques but only bought 2 pieces. HA! Yes I'm very choosy.. :P

I bought this. And the white& black which is shown in the picture on top :D Enough to satisfy me temporarily

Lam you rem this dress? we saw it at a boutique at Ipoh garden south that day ! Exactly the same.. !

This dress reminds me of the dress I've been dying for which I did not buy it at Midvalley.. It looks similar, but big difference. :(

Time to be a lady.. I'll try to reduce on shorts & tshirts . I'll try

This colour is special but this dress makes me look even fatter :(
V shaped dress is always more preferable :D My style as always.


Thanks hengsockteng for being my companion whole day long :) XOXO.




Laukitmun please come back fast. ! need your opinion urgently..

i.am.in.a.crazy.town

Since the bestie went off to KL, everyday with dramas killing me off. I'm glad that at least Chris & people are still here. We still have our C.R.A.P session often =P. . . Working part times when I like. Total freedom like what I asked for. A habit of mine recently, while waiting for results, I check the SACE website e.v.e.r.y.d.a.y that is turning me nuts. I'm worried :( Went for some part time whenever there is one. Not a on going part time but at least I'll have more time now. The bf is back in 4 days time. weeeeeepy. Gonna spend so much time with him I swear. . I'm being very bias I know :P

Gonna start buying chinese new year's clothings =P ... Time to shop after so long ! weeeeeeeee.

p.s: my dad return me rm20 that I paid for the "help" . =D

practice makes perfect? EXACTLY.

Not my day.


Due to my kindness of avoiding the disturbance of flashing my car light into people's house, I switched it to a dimmer light when I did my reverse .. :( *forgotten to turn it back later on*
Ahem unluckily , *telling myself that I'll escape cuz i did not breach any rules except for speeding m.a.y.b.e?
Fuck it. The red torch light telling me that I must stop by a side. Oh great
*chris faster hide my purse, faster !*
*owh miss liew, you tau tak you takde buka lampu , sangat bahaya oh, saya sekarang ini akan cost you 200 ringgit okay*
*har.. zzzzZzzzz.*

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story continues with a PREDICTABLE ending.


There goes me going home with an empty purse. TOTALLY.
Or else I'll still have 20

L.K.M

Phone seems to be a little hush this few days. Pathetically I felt lonely without hearing his voice for a few days since he went for holiday. Aah. I miss youu. Insomnia for a few days, having weird dreams for a few days. Dreams that I ain't suppose to dream about. I wanna go for shopping, been staying at home everyday except breakfast with family and gym . Geeez. Saved much money without hanging out :D Christmas is around the corner, dear Santa Claus, can you grant my wish? you know what it is that I've been hoping for all these while. Nothing else, just that will do.

Short post will do. out.of.mood.


i.miss.you.real.much.

just out of random

All these while I thought he's only coming back on the 16th after his holiday with his family. Unexpectedly a phone call that asked me to look who's outside my house eventually surprised me. It wasn't a joke like I thought it would be. He stood right in front my house, he lied. I'm pretty much grateful for what I'm having now. A stable relationship, with no affections and interruptions. As it could be see and to be compared, I am already blessed that we're both loyal to each other. It was right that I have a straight forward attitude, speaking upon my thoughts. You can ignore if you dislike, I did not beg for you to face. Standing straight upon decisions made, sometimes I wonder if I'm being too harsh. Seeing things happened over & over again, lost of trust and never wanted to share again. Sometimes personalities do matters. If others neither accept nor appreciate, leave it. Telling off little secrets among ones that was expected to be sealed up eventually turned out to be topics to be talked about and realized it from others that the secrets, are no longer secrets,they're now topics.. Saddening enough to crash the heart into pieces.

Have been working at Turf Club for 3 days and hell yeah , next time I will not choose the shooting booth anymore. *only if there's another time*. Try picking up and reloading thousands of bullets a day. Either wonder why we're only paid with that amount with this work while some others got higher paid with some easier jobs. Screw it. But we had much fun thou, working with lam & bangbin at least kills off some boredom.

too lazy to attach pictures. will upload soooon.

Imissyou.

What's next after Jogoya?

After so long I've been waiting for. Finally time for JOGOYA ! Since promotion is still on right now with 50% off for ladies, for the siewhui that everyone knows, I will not walk out on this opportunity. :)

Great cars have great parking somehow. Salute their bravery !

2 fingers distance i guess?

The queen of Wasabi !
Time to fill up my empty stomach with the unlimited amount of sushi !
How long have I been craving for this. Crazy.

As a salmon lover, I guess I ate more than enough salmon for that night.
Round 1.
Sashimi ! woots.

Round 2
Big juicy oyster with salmon, AGAIN.

Oysters a.g.a.i.n
I'll never get enough of these.

Not just japanese food but also some wester food.
Mua lamb chop. Tiny one.

Chinese food?
Dim sum will do :D
Tepanyaki as well ..

With the miss hengsockteng that refused to try on japanese food,
she stick to her chinese and western food whole night long.
There are also steamboat available, all included in the Rm50++ :)
As well I hope there's one in Ipoh so that I don't have to eat frozen sushi at sushi king.

Numbers of cake available.
Cheese cake is just one of them

What can you do to make your journey to Jogoya worth while? Especially for guys.
Our 2 friends that ate 20 scoops of Haagen Daz ice cream, bravo isn't it?
It's neither 5 cups nor 10 cups.
It's 20 big scoops by TWO person.

With a bloated stomach at the end of the meal, could hardly walk or feed in any food till next day's afternoon. It's a worth while meal, Next pit stop will be Tenji. !

After all, the main purpose of me coming to KL is to celebrate my new born cousin bro's one month old ... He has a pair of tiny eyes, with soft and spongy skin. HAHA. He looks like a toy to me. I'm afraid that I might just bruise him if I'm about to carry him.

Sometimes things doesn't happen in exactly on how we expected it to be. Life is meant to be meaningful, full with challenges that requires deep thinking and hard-made decisions. Often tell myself, be optimistic, everything happens for a reason. No one is flawless, no one. Though time doesn't heals everything, but at least time proves to you what's right and wrong, worth or not worth it. Things happen out of expectations, out of no where somehow it breaks your heart. Only your heart will tell you the truth, listen to your heart.

It's the imperfections that make you perfect.
imissyou.

Expectations?

I always hope to see, hope to face it. But when it comes to the truth, I could barely hold on and my mind starts so kicks in and there it goes, repeatedly asking Why me?

Sometimes things just happen unexpectedly, in an unprepared condition, with all the uncertainties and ambiguities that strike straight to the heart. I doubt, after so long, are all of them just some compensations that are used to repay all the faulty memories, or are they are real? Maybe it's not even for me to think about.

Urgh. cut the crap.

After so long, and finally finishes my pre-u. Slacked enough? Maybe 1 or 2 more weeks. After so long, finally we made it up to a drinking session. I just hope I did not pour out any unintended words.


This it how it looks like when a guy with heels :)



Okay blur pictures, bear with it peeps. Most likely the next update will be Jogoya on coming Thursday ! Sushiiiiii Buffeeeeet :)

Will we meet again?

A move to voice out to my dad for ending my studies at Utar and start all over again was a hard move. I'm glad that I made it through. Leaving Utar wasn't because of the bad surroundings or people I mixed with. The best memory that Utar gave me was the ideal environment to study and the friendships that you can get no where else. Left because of results, because I did not want to have an extra semester. Just want to start all over again. Mystery solved? So, stop commenting on something that you're not clear with.

A decision to start all over again with this course South Australian Matriculation was a wise decision. *cuz I don't hope to graduate when I'm 24+, that's too old !* Though it's not as what I expected it to be, but I enjoyed most of my time with my only 12 classmates. From 200-300 students per lecture & got minimized to the same 12 people for all classes. Boring to see same old faces E.v.e.r.y.d.a.y ? Nope, they brought happiness and awesomeness to the class. You'll never know how much fun we had when we can laugh till we drop throughout the whole class.

I was excited when the paper was over but at the same time, when will I be meeting them again? It felt so fast, it went too fast. It was just like yesterday when we had our first class together. *Accounts*. We did not take on count with the massive workload that lecturers told us at the beginning of the course until all of them started to pile up and occupied most of our free time. Seeing all the work-to-be-done, as such as I hope I have doraemon's magic bag or a magic wand.

Pathetically, I felt sad leaving. I wanted to leave ASAP as I always wished to. Why am I feeling so heavy hearted now? I remember how we bargained with lecturers for less homework & delaying our assignment due dates. Sometimes flash backs made me smile, yet depressing at the same time.

I'm glad that we're once classmates. I'll forget none of you ♥

Decision Making

Decisions made everyday, which bring us to the next pathway of our life. Always choose to make decisions on your own rather than depending on others. People who speak as they're always the right one are the ones that are going fail in their life. True enough. Personally I get pissed off when someone is indirectly doubting my decision. Imagine when there's someone telling you that something that you had chosen is not good, where the one that they chose is a better choice, how would you react? " Hello, it's my choice, additionally you never tried mine before, so shut your mouth up and stop judging based on your so called "knowledge". " When we make a choice, there's always another thing that we have to sacrifice. Whether it's worth sacrificing, to risk or not to risk. Who else will make the final decision but our own?

Appreciate what we have, live smart. It's a long row to hoe.


Just one more paper & i'm free. gogogo !

We're all in this together

It's already end of the year, regardless how much hard times we made it through the whole damn course, finally it has come to an end. Before the course starts, I always hope to get myself back into studies so that I do not slack and waste anymore time. Nevertheless, just one week of classes & there I go, hope to finish this 8 months course ASAP. Life has been challenging for most of the time. Critiques, and to uphold all the incoming obstacles, difficult, but enjoyable..I'll never forget what my lecturer told me "By hook or by crook, you must get this done" . We're soon-to-be-done.

A bunch of friends I knew, not for a limitless time but they made my days wonderful for times when I'm at Inti. Sometimes having friends that are trust worthy, & to be cross-hearted, ain't something easy. Often said, the closest friend always reads your mind. With all the negotiation made from time to time, it brings us closer step by step. I know I'm being very harsh and straight forward for most of the time, but that's what I do, to speak than to hide. Sometimes I wonder, getting too close with one another ain't something gratifying. Knowing deep down of one's personality, somehow causes disagreements & finally unpleasant moments to occur.

We never survive on sole. Remarkable moments, do you still have them on your mind? Cherishing each moment of time spent, instead of counting on one's fault and stabbing at the back. Feel bad, don't you? I do. It's never a one-to-one conversation as it will always be in a form of circle, marry-go-round and words to come back to you one day. I believe, I endure for most of the things. We're still on our own at times, to know and be clear on what exactly we're doing, well, only ourselves do, no one else does. We can only see and keep quiet as it's not our problem. Don't give solutions to one as that's not our part of job, to be more adequate, it's non of our business.

Straight forward enough ? I hope I did not flare-up anyone. I'm just speaking upon my thoughts, you can ignore. I never force you to finish reading my post anyway. Despite all the things I wrote above, any heart feelings now? Feel like throwing a tantrum? Go ahead.


The hardest fact to be accepted is always the truth.